Rollins Band - Obscene lyrics

I'm so confused Can't find the line Between what i use and abuse So unreal How i lie and try to deny The things that i feel I'll love you and hate you both at the same time Heal you and hurt you and laugh as you cry Why i don't know Right at you right in you Right thru you right past you i go Can't you see First it's him then it's her Then it's us then it's you Then it's me Misery, depression, elation all mine Define confinement all my design You and me Pathetic we cling We think that we're free Ugly You and me You see, you see the real me So obscene Flapping wildly You see what i mean Keep away Can't see why you do what you do And say what you say I'll love you and hate you both at the same time Heal you and hurt you and laugh as you cry