Robyn Hitchcock - I Used to Say I Love You lyrics

I used to say I love you It wasn't really true I wanted to believe it And now I almost do I used to say I love you I said it as a threat Or maybe as a promise To see what I could get But my heart doesn't break anymore No my heart doesn't ache anymore 'Cause it just couldn't take any more And I've lost my illusions about you now I used to say I love you It wasn't what I meant What I really meant was Come on in my tent But you were reluctant Although I was so hot Now I understand it But back then I did not But my heart doesn't wear anymore No my heart doesn't care anymore 'Cause my heart isn't there anymore And I've lost my illusions about you now And now if I should see you Or call you on the phone I wonder who's that person I could never call my own Although I kind of like you I'll never understand Why I got so excited Each time that we held hands 'Cause my heart doesn't feel anymore No my heart doesn't wheel anymore 'Cause it just isn't real anymore And I've lost my illusions about you now