RJD2 - Diligent lyrics

I'm a non-educated man staying faded when I can Playing hooky slaying rookies staying crazy where I am Though it may not seem that way checking back on my track won't blow you away I lack certain things read up on my page My laziness is crazy sh** every day They didn't know what to say or what to play to see me behave Honestly their hate of my state caused me to lash out - Get my parents to cash out Making me a bad child With no remedy for calamity Needy, yelling feed me at 18 With no where to breathe easily I guess it can be seen dropped on my head at age 3 No need to ask me, I'm dead when I read the answer key Fans can see me dancing and prancing through life's mystery Fighting history too easily Letting kids become me and some be telling me to STOP - which is probably for the best I'm not grounded as solidly as any of the rest They say it's all a test but I won't pa** it So I'll sit and zest while the green outlasts it Heave it from my chest like a lyrical exorcist Check my spirit crest and engage the SIKATRIKS I'm sick-of-tricks, and this is your last kiss From the spirit of d**h, know your excuse yet? Who said to write cheques if you're too dead to cash sh**? CHORUS SET IT UP TRY YOUR BEST YOU'LL NEVER MAKE ME MAKE ME DILIGENT (X4) KEEP IT UP AND GRAB A FRIEND JUST TRY TO MAKE ME DILIGENT (X4) Intelligence is preference so I never make sense On the fence between offense and defense Can't defend against my pretense So don't pretend like my will is weakened My sk** is freedom, and it has begun To see some thing's that sing across my kingdom It seems obscene that no one see's my fiendom So now I write raps, record track, and release them Scratch that, whack-a**, fake raps they feed you No cla** and content makes their sh** see through Check the real facts then set back the channel Or let the fat cats roll while you simply stand still Oh now the pills will start to effect And my consciousness reverts to defects No longer dissect any of life's interests And my weakness creeps out a d**h wish Scream in need of material excess Just please don't accept what you must reject Anyways I forgot to explain The whole first verse And what I was saying Basically I spent my whole life playing Dreaming incoherent I don't wanna be famous But all these people try to tell me it's painless That they all made it by trying out the same sh** Many years pa**ed before it was clear That everything I've done has been out of fear What a strange world I now perceive Craving fangs now draining trees With no way to properly thank and please With no police to protect and serve I could corrupt herds with every word But I must resist this tempting verse Sikatriks lives for the earth So I'll always give my fighting burst Though by now I'm starting to strain Drained my brain now I don't know my own name But I'm on the third page Carting up the bird cage Heart can't keep up with these absurd ways Dark in the park of suburban play So few things that I haven't faced No way that I'll ever be on top of the game "I'm just too indifferent" that's what they all say Referring to pa** exams and monotone court dates Never give back to the graves that relax More than a game, please set the tax and Admit the addicts into another pack (pact) Some call it rehab some take to relax No short to relapse go run some laps Look at this big gap that we created All these famous first cla** birthing babies While I simply try just to hold the essence No point in guessing based on your perspective Just call me dumb, I'll straight reflect it May have failed the cla** but pa** all the life lessons