RJ Gordon - One Giant f** Machine lyrics

[Verse 1] I'm sitting in my room looking at pictures of sixteen I've gotten pretty good at crying in public Without anyone noticing me Why am I the one held together While everyone around me can scream? I tried to rip out my eyes To give them to those who can't see [Chorus 1] I wanted to console her I was feeling nothing at all I wanted to be there to hold her I want to put her head through a wall [Verse 2] I woke up feeling empty and sad When I realized I was sleeping in his old bed But I'll put in my insides and feel fine, I guess (2x) [Chorus 2] There are spaces inside me Once held by my dead friends I hate how they feel (12x)