Riverside - Caterpillar and The Barbed Wire lyrics

[Verse 1] I want to fly I want to feel my life Still belongs to me No matter what I want to fly I want to flap my wings And cause a hurricane in your heart bu*terflies Better lies than hate But I can't pretend anymore I'm tired of suppressing all of my needs I want to belong to the cloudless sky Not to the shaded ground [Chorus] But it's so hard to admit That I lived without your light Trying not to believe that I need it more Now the bleeding won't stop For I struggled through the barbed wire Trying not to believe that I need your love Trying not to believe in love [Verse 2] I wanted to turn into a bu*terfly But I couldn't trust you enough I was tired of suppressing all of my needs I wanted to belong to the cloudless sky Not to the shaded ground [Chorus] But it's so hard to admit That I lived without your light Trying not to believe that I need it more Now the bleeding won't stop For I struggled through the barbed wire Trying not to believe that I need your love Trying not to believe in love But it got me now