River Samuel - Catch That Plane lyrics

gotta catch that plane might leave my worries on the train gonna drive in my lane i feel i've got so much to gain but the fear remains dont wanna see my mamma go through pain will it be the same i want to see my father make a change sometimes it's all too much hold me up on either side i lie awake and cry but still i dream of brighter nights I'm on a path that's right working hard to keep my upward sight i'm gonna be alright i'm gonna make it through the fight and just like the memories that you keep there in a round box on your dresser and the way you lied to me everyday to make it better, for you i need to let you go but i just feel alone ever since my baby updted and gone i heard she found a new home and you know it didn't that long take the weight from my brow it's all that i can handle for right now truncate your lips they do more damage than remiss you lacked empathy the six inch travel from your head to your heart where's the sympathy hands together, fists apart I'm on a path that's right working hard to keep my upward sight i'm gonna be alright i'm gonna make it through the fight and just like the memories that you keep there in a round box on your dresser and the way you lied to me everyday to make it better, for you i'm gonna let you go but i just need to know Don't call me by my name, When I don't do the same Why'd you burn me to the ground, So I could not be found What did I do to you, I don't deserve this too Why do you always lie, you steal and cheat and hide Why did you never try, You left me here to die Why can't I see you cry, When I should be at your side Why can't you let him go, Why do you never know Was I embarra**ing, Not good enough to bring Why could you never ask, Why could you never say Why could we never fight, Why could you never stay Did I love you too much, Or was my whole heart not enough You tried to break us from the start, Does blood pump round your heart I know it's not my fault, And I know that, thats okay. I said that I was leavin, We never saw the light of day And now it's gone and finished, Your dream and wish came true And i'f im being honest, I don't know what to do Why cant I see your family, Or try to be your friend Did you ever really love me, Or was it all pretend