River City Extension - There & Back Again lyrics

I live by the ocean but I don't feel free And I've got a problem, but the problem is me I work for the better and I will be kind I used to hate myself but I have changed my mind Now I hide my face because I'm ashamed And I shut my mouth but I'm still the same I look towards the future and see different men But I won't decided based on the ones that I have been I think I'll be alright Yeah I think you're doing fine Now I've been afraid my heart's gone cold And I've got to realize nothing here's going to save my soul And I don't have money but I do alright I still get lonely, but I feel fine [And you've got money and you do alright And I've got Jesus and I feel fine] Am I that far away? I think you'll be okay If I move to Chicago, will I change my ways? Well I ??? and I do not feel safe Well I hear the city calling me And I need to make myself believe that I am free I think I'll be alright Yeah I think you're doing fine I can't seem to face the fact that I might change my mind I have faith in you, don't hurt yourself I do it all the time Now I preach forgiveness like it's what I deserve And I need a symptom like I need a cure A safe for my pocket, safe for my face I'm sick of my music, I'm sick of my taste Think I'll be alright Yeah, I think you're doing fine Don't worry yourself sick about f**ing up I do it all the time