Rittz - Amen lyrics

Cocaine in my nostril here White lines chopped in the cloudy mirror Heart beat telling me to slow it down I ain't listening I can hear it loud and clear My ribcage is clutchy and I'm born this way Still tryin' to score liquor for a drip Dripping throwing I did too much Having a panic attack, I feel short of breath I shut the bathroom door and wet my face Hoping that the water might cool me off Tryin' to throw up in the toilet to get it out my system My nose starting pouring blood And that made it worse the blood stained my shirt I'm contemplating wake my parents off Telling the truth I'm overdose on the coke But make them go away I'm just paranoid I went back in the room and I shut the door Got some sand next and the dress and drawers Here I go again mix it up and down As it sound on my heart like a tug of wolves As I heard as I lay in bed Please God let me live pride myself don't do d** no more Close my eyes and realize that I wasn't sure I calmed down let it score more Like God damn! Now I lay me down to sleep I pray the Lord might sow too deep But if I before I wake I pray the Lord my soul too take Amen, Amen, Amen, Amen, Let me see another day again. Holes in the gloves of a homeless man Freeze in the dead as a coaster man Wanna come bigger with an open hand With a man said he probably slow again But more holes in the clothes that dispose the skin Sick with and the old gaze small and slim Hoping that somebody watch by and sees and freeze Let me throw him a coat to winter It's unbearable he hasn't ate in days Digging through the trash and found a burger that's halfway eaten And a pack with some mayonnaise Big and all ain't nobody gave 'em chains It just lays waste but under underpa** Last year he and almost froze to d**h But this winter's much colder The homeless shelter's too full Now there's no food left The come rescue me and no breath Can't get in the second wind there's no fallen rise Praying out loud please God I apologize With anything I done wrong He can't feel his fingers his legs are numb But everybody guess is at home warm inside He's up under the bridge about to freeze to d**h And said God I don't want to die But dear Lord! Now I lay me down to sleep I pray the Lord might sow too deep But if I before I wake I pray the Lord my soul too take Amen, Amen, Amen, Amen, Let me see another day again. Life for her is so promising Pack it up a home coming queen Dreamed of becoming a doctor one day She's smart too her grades were astonishing Her boyfriend gave her a promise ring It was a prime example of puppy love They get as if it was a touch and a hit Every time you saw one it was coupled off Either one never drank that much for one night They got an invite to drink with friends It started off with a bigger night Would change the course of life and have tragic end And then 10 shots led us said they had to leave Her friends say stay, are you OK to drive? One of the dudes tried to take her keys She said , please you're tripping I'm OK I'm fine She got behind the wheel her boyfriend was trashed On the highway going way too fast Hit a sharp corner on the band and crashed And her boyfriends head went through the windshield Her neck half open and her ribs are broken And her boyfriend's gone in the car he died She hanging on waiting or the jaws of life To get her out then she start and shut her eyes And said, God why? Now I lay me down to sleep I pray the Lord might sow too deep But if I before I wake I pray the Lord my soul too take Amen, Amen, Amen, Amen, Let me see another day again.