Rittz - My Window lyrics

[Verse 1:] Fake smile on my face, feeling super so the safety off of my gun Can't tell it was real or a cry for help but I feel like I finally make one I'm a follow through, my girl gonna follow suit cause she tries every time I'm gone Last tour, she done slit her wrists and this time she done OD'd, blacked out, and broke her arm Feel bad, lying to her bout the coke I done The doc said if I keep drinking Coke and Crown, I won't make it to see 38 Then I'm wasted again on the floor in the hotel room with puke stains on the drapes and the carpet Gotta covet eight o'clock in the morning So my boy took the keys to my car and drove it through the front door rolling that Sonic Cops came in, locked him up, they said they had a warrant Now I'm spending all my tour money on his lawyer Lordy, this is you sending us a warning I hear it loud and clear and please God I swear I won't ignore it anymore This type of torment is torture, but show us a way On my knees and I'm screaming to God and I heard him say [Chorus:] It's only when it rains it pours And I can hear the pouring rain It feels just like a hurricane just came right outside my window Woah-oh One day when the rain is gone The thunder from the storm goes on I woke up and I seen the sun and it shine right inside my window And it feels like Euphoria [Verse 2:] Some kids are saying that they in to me They told me everything I rap about Feel like it happened to him identically That he was listening to Misery Loves Company I'm wishing, Rittz I feel just like you I'm tryna rap and I'm flunking with school The only thing I really care about in this world Is my girl and she been f**ing with another dude And I was hoping maybe you would tell me what to do I'm tryna make it with the scraps that I have Working fast for the stack of some cash But its like I'm losing the enthusiasm I have Trying to master the craft as a rapper All I hear is laughter just got in a scrap with my dad He hit me in the eye, gave me blacker than bad All I ever wanted from him was a pat on the back And I bet if I was dead he'd be glad And the ba** or molla**es, this is how life works When you feel like you sitting at the bottom; You not Taking better sh**, it gets worse first Gotta reverse the negative eye Keep praying to God and don't believe in a made up curse Told him that I prayed to the Lord And he said these words [Chorus]