I am scared to have kids because what if I really love them and want to be around them all the time and they hate me and they don't ever want me around and they tell me that they can never be their true selves around me and I know this is true because I can hear them sigh in relief and with joy when I leave the room that they are in to go in to another room but I am in that other room missing them because I really love them and want to be around them all the time.