RightBeatRadio - Alcohol and Cigarettes lyrics

[Hook- Halle B] I cannot go I dont want to stay You make me whole You make me fray [Verse One- BigWolf] Alcohol and cigarettes Light the tip [?] then release the stress Relieve me of the pain Block all my memories from the brain Hit that point where im flying I just wanna be alone, slowly dying As the alcohol warms my body And the smoke clears my mind I realize my hopes are empty And hard to find Im afraid to fall in love again Abandonment issues [?] my cranium So i set them aside and live my life By myself drinking and smoking Booze like a bum If im young and dumb at least im doing it while twenty one Ive become so numb Makes me wanna pull the trigger next to my head on the gun I can't stand the thought of not being with you Please stay i dont want you to leave if only you knew How is that i can care so much and everyone else so little Its making thoughts on humanity so riddle my thoughts My heads so full of doubts Can't even look at myself in the mirror Cause so much of my life has been a failure But we all go through a certain struggle Some of us have it worse than i do Philosophical when i drink this whisky Contemplating if ill still be like this when im fifty [Verse Two- LAzY] Drinking the loud Henney Need smokes? i got plenty Take away my pain Believe me i dont do this to entertain It may not be c**aine but im serving Mary Jane Im not much of a smoker I can rap like hustlers playing poker I may not be much of a drinker Maybe because im too much of a thinker When im done i gotta thank her For all the paths that shes taken me down Still wondering why im still in the town My pills, whats not letting me drown But im still not wearing the crown Maybe one day i can be a ruler But hold on man.... Just one more drink from the cooler You know [Hook] [Verse Three- BigWolf] If im crazy at least im doing it while its all okay Until my age goes out of style As a young buck i gotta learn At this age if you're playing with fire You're going to get burned Dont make en excuse Or get a bum job Thats how your dreams fade and you get a heart throb From the trail you turned away from If you ride with success your time will come If you follow your dreams you can say you were never wrong You learned the hard way And the stars are memories that stayed For me its always whisky and cigarettes Achieving, the better it gets I should follow my own advice But i rather give then receive the knife And i get philosophical when i smoke these [?] Contemplating if ill be like this tomorrow [Hook]