Rhiannon Redemption - Love yourself, 'cause no one else will. lyrics

(Verse I) Heroin was the best girlfriend I ever had. Piercing my veins, just to numb the pain. Lose some weight, & Mask my hate. She was always there, until I was alone in a cell. I threw everything away trying to fill the void in my chest. From where you left.. Tame my Insomnia, & just f**ing rest. but in the end, it was all for the best. 'cause I'm not meant to be alive, but here I am. 2 collapsed veins later, & left with my friend, a razor. (Verse II) When I was shooting up dope, & Snorting lines of Coke. I was not getting high, I was wanting to die. My chest felt so empty, & a few Xanax helped me not feel guilty. No razor could drain all the pain, I bled back. Everyone could see the hurt in my eyes, & My arms covered in Tracks. but I'd just pop an Oxycotton & let it be forgotten. I blamed everyone but myself, begged for then denied any help. Stayin' out all night at raves, Trippin' bad. The ba** became the only heartbeat I had. Come home wasted, just to cry in my closet. at 16 I finally f**ing lost it. (Verse III) Fighting to stay alive, since the day I was 9. Almost 20 now, & everyday I still consider suicide. I'm not insane, I was just int too much pain. Half my teenage years spent in pysch wards, laying in my d**h bed. Yet to me, I was still fine, it was all just in my head. but I learned that happiness is a choice, & comes from within. No one but yourself can make you happy, so don't depend. Moral of the story; Love yourself 'cause no one else will..