Rex Pharaoh - Strung lyrics

VERSE 1: To say im insecure is a little bit modest But i always had a hard time with being honest Try to be a man of word, still breaking the promise Think a little backwards like a japanese comic Never puffed the chronic, but still feel blacked out Can't afford dinner, i just might pa** out sh**s always happening Thats why i rap, I use it for channeling My anger, im pretty quick to snap One of many flaws wrapped in the burlap sack And packed to the back of an unstable brain Played with a bunch of demons waiting to be slain Its plain that people don't tend to get me Always had less amount of friends then enemies Seems to be the reciprocal of succeeding Even though success is far from reach Not even close, but f** these f*ggots Ragging on rex for expressing his feelings But f** your feelings I won't seize till you're on your knees kneeling Turned your back to me when i needed you the most Float around aimless with the strain of a ghost Your just a parasite, with a body as a host And im a douchebag gather round for the toast PRE CHORUS: So this is the part where i break it all down Bring it back to the cut, like a king to his crown Strung up from the guts, hung up looking down Clutching out for a hand but there's no one around Laughing out loud, its a cloud of illusions Snowball effect of all of the conclusions If you got an issue say it to may face I'm well aware that im f**ing disgrace CHORUS: In the end i never gave a sh** I can do this on my own No i never really gave a sh** Im better off alone Said i never really gave a sh** You're useless anyways No i never really gave a sh** Im not weird im just..me VERSE 2: Always had it rough with the opposite s** On the hunt for p**y i never was content Which left me with nothing in the very end Depending on the love of my bare right hand Dreamed of holding on to the prettiest girls Want to share them with the visions of my twisted world But i always i f**ed it up Cuss im an ugly f** But this f** has had enough He's breaking scales out through the rough To toughen up, s** it up Yet i'm still f**ing up, but Played sports just to make my dad happy Wondered why he was never in the stands looking back at Lack of his presence didn't short for the damages Im a better man for it, taking off the bandages Guess i really can't complain He threw my mom money when he had the spare change When he wasn't taxed out from who*es or c**aine Or whatever other things he used to sustain Growing up looked to goku as a father figure Learned lessons from imagination and action figures Odd call didn't make up for my hatred to you But i want you to know dad i forgive you PRE CHORUS: So this is the part where i break it all down Bring it back to the cut, like a king to his crown Strung up from the guts, hung up looking down Clutching out for a hand but there's no one around Laughing out loud, its a cloud of illusions Snowball effect of all of the conclusions If you got an issue say it to may face I'm well aware that im f**ing disgrace CHORUS: In the end i never gave a sh** I can do this on my own No i never really gave a sh** Im better off alone Said i never really gave a sh** You're useless anyways No i never really gave a sh** Im not weird im just..me