Rex Orange County - UNO lyrics

[intro] yeah, I don't know where to start how do you admit that you're falling apart i mean how will i admit that I'm falling apart my mother's gonna worry but I'm fine in my heart [verse 1] I've lived the words that I've said and I live with a voice that tends to tell me that I'm sh** in my head well maybe I should f** it and be happy instead I should just say f** it and be happy instead, right? right [verse 2] 'cos there's a lot of people try to tell me how to deal with myself but I'm not gonna listen if you mention my health I don't care don't tell me and don't text me 'Cos that kind of sh** upsets me, just kind of affects me [pre-hook] it's bringing me down, and I'm not gonna lie these days I prefer to just not be outside and these days I just end up spending all of my time with my girlfriend, but to be honest, I think that's alright [hook] 'cos time keeps rollin' and I'm just makin' songs I'm doing my best Still find myself stressed and I'm no longer sure where i belong I'm starting rust don't know who to trust (don't trust anyone. Not even me.) [verse 3] some people concentrate on style too much but I think I just force myself to smile too much and I should zoom in for the best I wanna live my life with no stress love life and feel blessed, like, it's kind of funny on the inside I'm tryin' to be a man, but really I'm just a little child, sh** and thats pretty much it Yeah thats pretty much it (Is there anything else?) oh yeah my jaw hurts a lot because I grind it with stress (mhm?) I was an idiot recently and lost a lot of my friends (naw) nothing brings me joy and nothing makes me smile being at school makes me aware of how I haven't been myself in awhile (oh) and I wonder what it was like to be 11 wonder if there's such a thing as life after d**h, such a thing as heaven (why?) every now and then I think about the fact that i'd become a legend if I died at 27