Rêverie - It Is What It Is lyrics

We like that real sh**. We like that real hip hop sh** ! I have a question.... Can I fall asleep for just 1 night without waking up screaming ? I swear to God I wake up every night wondering if I'm still dreaming & I tell people about these night terrors but I don't think they understand Cuz they don't wake up swinging, throwing blows & fists bleeding. Oh, these hands- They've been thru it all- Rolling blunts, breaking lines Fist fights, climbing billboards. I think in time I'll become a "normal citizen" but as of now I'm giving in To temptation & any product that could be considered a synonym I'm evil, & I cheesel, then you fall in love Then you find out that I lied & that I didn't give a f** All I want are funds, & wings & d** I swear to God if I could fly, I wouldn't need these slugs God take me, take me please ! I wanna be up in the clouds ! Cuz I love being high but the part I can't stand is when I'm coming down.. So the rain pours.. Another day for self destruction.. Need I say more ? If I'm positive with my lyrics then the people say, "It's not raw." They love when I'm depressed. Guess that's when I'm at my best What can I say ? I guess it is what it is Guess my anger & resentment will lead me to happiness What a b**h ! How my whole f**en life has been lived- Look at the negative side, pessimistic since I was a kid Don't exist in the mist but I'm pist when I miss The poison kiss that could have led me to bliss Tryna be higher than the clouds, bluer than the sky- With the help of these d**, 1 day I'm gonna fly So my eyes stay buggy & my high stays funky Homie, don't trip on me cuz you know i make money ! They say, "Rev, you're an example. Watch what you're doing!" I know you think I'm perfect but I'm only human They say, "Rev, you're an example. Watch what you're doing!" I know you think I'm famous but I'm only human They say, "Rev, you're an example. Watch what you're doing!" I know you think I'm perfect but I'm only human God take me, take me please ! I wanna be up in the clouds ! Cuz I love being high but the part I can't stand is when I'm coming down..