Rêverie - Trains Go Fast lyrics

I THINK I GOT ABOUT AN HOUR & A HALF TILL MY GRANDMOTHER GETS BACK TO HER PAD SO I GOTTA MAKE THIS FAST I HAD A LOT ON MY MIND LATELY HONESTLY, THAT'S NOTHING DIFFERENT UNUSUAL, CONTRASTIVE, DISPARATE, CONFLICTING IN FACT, MY MIND IS ALWAYS RACING, 7 DAYS OF THE WEEK ALL HOURS OF THE DAY, & WHEN I'M BLAZING & EVEN WHEN I'M ON BREAK BEATS & RHYMES' RADIO STATION & TAKIN TRAINS TO FOREIGN PLACES & an*lYZING ACTIONS RATHER THAN FACES & WHEN I'M TRYING MY BEST TO LITERALLY NOT GO CRAZY MY OBJECTIVE IS NOT A MERCEDES THE OLDER I GET, THE LESS RESPECT I HAVE FOR NAME BRANDS' ILLUSION OF LUXURY I'M LEARNING, DON'T TRY TO fu*k WITH ME BEEN STUDYING PSYCHOLOGY & MAYBE THAT'S WHY THE PART OF ME THAT ALWAYS MAKES ME SAD HAS NO PROBLEM TRYNA SWALLOW ME & FOLLOW ME- CUZ I SEE THE BEST & THE WORST IN EVERYTHING I DON'T RAP ABOUT MY PROBLEMS FOR SYMPATHY- DON'T TRY TO COMFORT ME WE'D HAVE ABSOLUTELY NO CONTACT AT ALL IF IT WERE UP TO ME SO DON'T WOLF AT ME WITH THAT fu*kERY YOU WANT DRAMA? b*tch, DON'T COME TO ME YO, IF ANYTHING AT ALL, PUCKER UP & YOU COULD su*k THE "V" ! YOU CAN'T fu*k WITH THE STEEZE. I STAY STUCK IN THE BREEZE I'M UNPARALLELED, FREESTYLIN' CIRCLES AROUND YOU LIKE A CAROUSEL TAKE CARE OF YASELF CUZ THIS WORLD IS FULL OF SURPRISES & KNOW THAT ANYTHING YOU THINK IS REAL IS MORE THAN WHAT YOU'RE REALIZING- I PROMISE YOU BETTER HOP UP ON THAT TRAIN & DON'T YOU LOOK BACK CUZ LIVING IN THE PAST COULD THROW YOU OFF THE TRACKS 2X SEE, I STUDY ON THIS PLANET I REALLY NEVER KNOW WHAT IS FOR REAL WHERE I'M STANDING ALL I'VE EVER KNOWN TO BE FACT HAS BEEN PROVEN TO BE AT LEAST PARTIALLY WRONG TO ME, HAUNTED ME I DO TRIP OUT HOW CHANGE INEVITABLY ROOTS FROM QUESTIONING- ESPECIALLY TECHNOLOGY. 2014 LOOKING LIKE 1984 TO ME CAMERAS IN EVERY ROOM, POISON ALL UP IN OUR FOOD- GENETICALLY MODIFIED- BUT NOT PERFECTED WE NOTHING MORE THAN EXPERIMENTS, KID CLASSROOMS FILLED UP WITH ASBESTUS DOES THIS IMPRESSIVE FEMALE GOT YOU FLUSTERED BUSTA? THINKING CAPS ON, CLASSS IN SESSION. COMPLEX IN MORE THAN THE AVERAGE SAVAGE CARRYING HELLA BAGGAGE & MINIMAL CABBAGE SET TO DO DAMAGE. SO WHERE YOU AT, b*tch!? ESTAMOS PASANDO TAMALES QUE LA ABUELITA DE ESTEFANIA HIZO LOOKING AT PEOPLE SLEEPING ON THE PISO & EVEN LITTLE NINOS & NINAS WITH MANNERS, & POTENTIAL & UNFAIR, UNDESERVED STRESS ON HER MENTAL SO I MADE SURE TO BE GENTLE AS I ADDRESSED HER "GOOD MORNING, WOULD YOU LIKE SOME CHAMPURADO?" HER MOTHER GRABBED HER MANO IT WAS SO BEAUTIFUL, THEIR RAPPORT WAS MUTUAL, THEIR LOVE WAS IRREFUTABLE I WAS INSPIRED. LATELY MY DESIRES HAVE SHIFTED I'VE ACQUIRED THIS POSITION OF BEING THE fu*kEN CHANGE & NOT JUST TALKING ABOUT IT CUZ I'M SICK OF WAITING FOR IT. CUZ I FEEL THAT IT'S IMPORTANT CUZ EVERY TIME I SPEAK MY MIND I FEEL LIKE I'M OPENING HELLA DOORS & I'M EXPLORING NEW POSSIBILITIES. I'M SPREADING MY PHILOSOPHIES OVERSEAS THIS IS MORE THAN JUST FAME TO ME, THIS IS CHANGE TO ME THIS IS MY ATTEMPT TO POSITIVELY IMPACT THE WORLD & AT THE SAME TIME BE MYSELF- BUT HOW CAN I "BE PERFECT" IF I'M JUST NOW FINDING OUT WHO I AM, WHY I STAY WHERE I STAND? DAMN, I SWEAR EVERY YEAR THAT I GET OLDER I FEEL YOUNGER, I'M MORE CURIOUS, I'M WISER, MORE FURIOUS REALIZE YOUR REALITY IS POSITIVELY TEMPORARY. OPEN YOUR MIND UP, I KNOW IT'S SCARY BUT ONCE YOU EMBRACE IT, YOU'LL KEEP LEARNING JUST TO CHANGE IT THIS IS ME AT 24, SO DON'T TAKE ME TOO SERIOUS I'M AN OLD SOUL WITH A NEW MIND, SO IN DUE TIME- IMMA GET TO PROVE MINE (MINE)! YOU BETTER HOP UP ON THAT TRAIN & DON'T YOU LOOK BACK CUZ LIVING IN THE PAST COULD THROW YOU OFF THE TRACKS 4X