Rêverie - On The Road lyrics

There's just so much about life that we ain't gon' ever understand But me, give up on life? I'll be damned! I travel through the lands and I sacrifice my stability My relationship, my family, the gravity That holds me down when I'm feeling suicidal But underground hip hop is like my f**ing bible They tell me I'm an idol, enjoy my recitals But you won't ever feel the pressure from doing what I do Sitting writing lyrics thinking nothing's good enough I try to write something inspirational but homie, growing up That's all about I think about when I'm bumping instrumentals My house is made of gla** but it's hard to stay gentle My mental stability is limited. They feeling me The crowd screams for an encore but this depression's k**ing me My ability to speak my mind It's a gift and a curse and it's mine, oh, mine [Chorus x2] So when I'm on the road I hope that you'll be thinking 'bout me I hope that you can't even eat and you're sick without me Cause that's how I feel when I'm with you There's such little time and so much to do See, the pressure from progression will surely teach you some lessons I got questions about this profession Should my happiness be second? And my career first? What should me the order? I just don't know anymore. sh**'s so distorted I love my fans and I love the connections It's a blessing knowing I'm helping people cause that was not my intention I was just wenting, I was just seventeen Tryna lace a f**ing track up way out in the I.E I would always be crying, writing lyrics everyday 'Bout my brothers up in juvy, and the sh** I used to slang And how my daddy moved away, and my momma beating me And how I just don't wanna f**ing live life so I stay Banging on these streets and tagging my graffiti See, five years ago, I ain't nobody wanna be me! And now you b**hes see me and now you b**hes love me! And now I'm eating steak, homie! f** being hungry! [Chorus x4]