Revealer - Family Curse lyrics

Hands clenched in shaking fists And feelings cloud up in a painful mist Drunken thoughts conjure vices within Generations carry their father's sin When you died you didn't take it away Instead I carry it with me every day It's not your fault, I know you wished you'd escaped But you're alive inside the man I became When you died you didn't take it away It manifests in every single thought I convey I know you wish'd it was the end of that pain But it made it's way, inside my veins I feel you now like before, but more This blood and flesh, now mine, was yours But I'm denying the fact you've made it inside I'll fight back, be better than that Tell me how to fix it I can feel you deep inside Take away the sickness I can barely sleep at night Car crash towards a blinding light Fantasies of the afterlife Sick thoughts for a quiet night Here's to you and the life I knew Bottle after bottle, I see you so clear I'm resurrecting you and now you're here This is all your fault This is all your fault Tell me how to fix it I can feel you deep inside Take away the sickness I can barely sleep at night Wash away these feelings inside me Regrets and times I wish I still could see Maybe I just need a reason to believe I can be set free That is all I need