Reveal - Warning lyrics

Verse 1 And I still remember everything he taught me (Who?) My Pops, but now he's dead and now its too late to warn me So until the day when Allah calls me I don't need no love, don't need no hugs, don't need nobody to support me Ready for anything that comes before me This is a Warning, I shed my last tears mourning for 4 week Restless nights, stress was on my mind, couldn't afford sleep Like a soldier born in a war, but that's another story I thought that I'd moved on, didn't k** me, I grew strong But looking back and thinking on it, maybe I grew wrong? Always taught me to do right, never taught me to do wrong So how the Hell I end up with this f*cked up sh*t that I'm on? No excuses for my movements, I do me till I'm proved wrong Spilling my heart over looped songs This is my reality, this is what's left when the tunes gone Maybe its too late, maybe I'm too gone Chorus My Pops dead now it's too late to warn me My Pops dead now it's too late to warn me It's too late, it's too late, too late to warn me Too late to warn me, too late to warn me And I still remember everything he taught me (Who?) My Pops, but now he's dead and now its too late to warn me So until the day when Allah calls me I don't need no love, don't need no hugs, don't need nobody to support me Verse 2 I remember thinking I wish it was different But it is what it is and I'm not the type for sitting and b**hing I've studied different religions and spoke to k**ers with wisdom One thing that I've learnt is that life is a contradiction Certain times I feel destructive, like on the real F*ck this Carry cutla** for those stepping in my circumference Thinking how can I overcome this? Blood lust gives me a head rush and I end up doing some dumb sh*t And that's not how I was raised, I'm ashamed of that kind of rage Now I'm trying to find a way and I pray that my life will change I swear on my Father's grave that I WILL find a way Living in the darkness, it's hard to distinguish the night from day My Pops is dead now, nothings going to change that I stay sharp, keep my guns loaded and stay strapped Spreading negative energy's never the best of me But I'm feeling mentally scarred and in desperate need of a remedy Chorus: Verse 3 I ain't stupid, I know the outcome of the story: I'll probably die alone, on the side of the road in a way that's gory Pushed my loved ones away so that no one is left to mourn me Still remember I reached out, all they did was ignore me F*ck it that's how my destiny was meant to be Born alone, die alone, from the first breath to the d**h of me The first step to my remedy? I wrestled the conscience that never lets me sleep I won't rest in peace till I Rest In Peace It's kind of ironic, I spent my life acquiring knowledge But it's likely I won't feel right without a knife in my pocket It's wrong and I need to stop it, inspired by the life of the Prophet I find solace when I study His Knowledge And it maybe just be my saving grace I stayed awake for 80 days, studying Sufi scriptures thinking on ancient ways Realized my brain is a maze So I made a blade of faith and chopped them walls down like paper mache Chorus