Reuben's Accomplice - Big Apple, Small Heart lyrics

I could waste away the day Trying to push the envelope But I'd rather just deliver it I'm conscious to a fault That love songs are overdone, cliche And stand to be ridiculed Playing hangman on our naked backs Always made me relax Sleeping with him can't be good for you psyche And it definitely won't help you to get over me My darling I can admit I f**ed up When I said we should break up When you entered to the room last evening You made the oxygen leave My body got the bends And my lungs can barely breathe Now, I know I'm pushing you further away By telling you to stay Is this free will Or is this God's plan To leave me alone at night with my hands There's no telling what I'll do He'll make me do next Am I this weak? You can bet Goddamn yes We all tell lies To improve our disguise Under this light I'll confess my true life Is this fusion When we use them Confuse them This is fusion When we use them Don't want to lose them Complain, complain, complain Your favorite color's gray Your favorite flavor's plain You've become so damn vain It's all about you, your looks And your new pair of shoes Don't leave me hanging in love with you If you're not around Little D can't you hear me calling What's become of you now We all tell lies To improve our disguise Under this light I'll confess my true life Is this fusion When we use them Confuse them This is fusion When we use them Don't lose them You turn me on