Reuben and the Dark - Shoulderblade lyrics

Im trying not to try But this fire was it here before you and I And ive seen it all before Through a crack in the wall and umbilical cord, hide your love inside my head The truth is ive tried How to be the only thing on your mind In trying to change But you cut like a cold shoulder blade, hide your love inside my head And tie my hands behing my back Tell me which is which Prepare my heart for this (Call me out, quiet eyes) Now I said (Call me out, quiet eyes) Now I said Well I feel like a wrecking ball With bottles of alcohol When will the dawn break, even again End