Retrospective - Asleep lyrics

Before I hurt myself again I'll prepare, look in the sky, catch the wind and burn the sun... I'll survive... I am sick... I am tired of this world where I have to live This stupid situation... I don't want them... Lie is everywhere Freedom! Troubles, money, taxes... I don't want them... They have promised a fabulous life... What's going on with me? Mother. Please give me a hug! All this bad news from the media... Lullaby in the evenings... I miss her so much...