Retrospective - Regret and Frightened Child lyrics

I felt the worst... Who'll understand me now? I wish get back Self-satisfied... I preferred to run away Went beyond the pale Moderation what it is? Something that I failed Really I am frightened child Where is mother hand? Oh Dear God I've lost myself... Repay... For everything I've done Repay... Break off enormous scorn Hear my scream around your head Be the one who can I am only a man I am only a man Repay... Put your anger far away Be the one who can I am only a man Yes, I am only a man See... I wanna change myself Please give me hope Please give me smile Too many things I've done Repay... Put your anger far away Be the one who can I am only a man Yes, I am only a man