RestrictEd - Cellar Door lyrics

All alone, you're all alone One of the most beautiful women I've known Could have anyone but choose to be alone As a free spirit, I guess I get it Backstabbing, lies, heartache, bullsheeit Loss of friendships To the point your best friends end up being alcohol and cigarettes Cause they're the longest of all your relationships What's love to a woman like you What's pain to a woman like you What's trust to a woman like you What's sane to a woman like you Far gone, you're far gone Caught up in the world, you lost the way home Cause your best friends got you so far gone Guess it's better than nothing, we all need something When the walls we put up start crushing Loss of all trust over a few f**s To the point you get called a conniving s*ut Cause you traded love for lust Double edged rush What's love to a woman like you What's pain to a woman like you What's trust to a woman like you What's sane to a woman like you Seen it all, I've seen it all Enough to make even the toughest of skin crawl These little eyes of mine have seen it all With every fall, the ground feels softer than before All alone not sure if I could love anymore Still using alcohol to mend up the sores To the point it's ending up as my best friend Cause this is the closest to free I've been in a minute What's love to a n***a like me What's pain to a n***a like me What's trust to a n***a like me What's sane to a n***a like me Slipping away, I'm slipping away Caught up in this life, I don't have much to say Cause my best friend lets me slip away Guess it could be worst, we all feel cursed Sometimes life feels like a callous dessert Loss of all trust over a few f**s To the point they say that I'm doing too much Cause I traded feelings for touch Oh what a rush What's love to a n***a like me What's pain to a n***a like me What's trust to a n***a like me What's sane to a n***a like me She said Eddie, you black out too much Sheeit baby, you do close enough Why we think so much, they think too much Maybe life is just a crutch and I really give a f** but Still not enough to stop the self-destruct Cause what's sane to people like us People like us, what's love to people like us Can't we be like everyone else, fu*k Uh, I just wanna be good enough Like you just wanna be good enough I know it ain't always what it seems But we're often caught between reality and dreams And I don't know what to believe anymore Is that our hearts beating, I'm not sure I just wish it would slow down right now I just wish it would slow down