Rene Brown - PERMANENT VACATION lyrics

[VERSE 1] I'm a product of pressure Never feel at peace unless It's White girl on the dresser Tryna impress her I'm blessed ta know that y'all can't stand up next to me Higher than a pine tree Lost in memory Like Jesus please Don't let me leave so suddenly Like pill overdose Or comatose from overexposed Lifestyles that I might regret But can't forget It got me where I am and sh** Y'all full of it Claiming that y'all been here the entire time I'm 160 on auto bond On tour bitxhes now it's my time And I never get to vent like that And every time I turn around I got somebody standing behind my back And I never really thought that it'd ever be like that f** it I'm back Like a n***a never got up out this sh** And a n***a never leave cuz I love this sh** And won't slow up till we all get it And I'll f**n drop before my mom don't get rich Or I let a s**a muf**a talk sh** You a ho a** n***a like the n***as you hang with And even if they ain't sh** We still can't hang man Im a muf**m hang man Slowly losing patients And I'm mutherf**n wasted So You bet not say sh** Permanent vacation [HOOK] Take me away x2 If I had my way I would never stay around this place Liven in hell where no ones safe Take me away x2 If I had my way I would never stay around this place Liven in hell. no one relates X2 [VERSE 2] Permanent vacation What I contemplate when Im feeling caged in This has all alot For me to take in I been patient But I hate this I hate waiting I been waiting since mom pond that play station And I swore to god id change the situation And to turn around now wouldn't make sense f** what their saying I get on stations And arrange sh** Like y'all muf**az should've let me in here Now im better than before and I'm breaking in You can try and get away No escaping it Im blowing up this year I'm replacing them They turn their back on me while I'm facing them And I'm defacing them Catching a case and then Showing everyone that I been Better Damn I'm so sick tired of that tried sh** I want options I heard some of y'all got em Would it be a problem For me to leave the bottom Caught me Tryna catch a break Either way There's no f**n way that I'll stay Prey to god he may Save the day All I can say is [HOOK] Take me away x2 If I had my way I would never stay around this place Liven in hell where no ones safe Take me away x2 If I had my way I would never stay around this place Liven in hell. no one relates X2