Renard - The Grand Cross lyrics

I've given everything that I could give, lived a life that I shouldn't live And all I ever got in return was starlight I caught the warmth a million years too late; the star's dead at any rate About as useful as the moon during daylight When I thought I had it all, I saw the clouds part and watched you fall Down, down, down, down, down The atmosphere was harsh on you Your heart shrunk with the rest of you Hold on, hold on, hold on, hold on I'm not ready, I'm not ready, I'm not ready, I'm not ready Hold on, hold on, hold on, hold on I'm not ready, I'm not ready, I'm not ready, I'm not ready I make a wish on a shooting star; I call my dreams out from afar And now you're down here in my arms, precious starlight Your journey down cracked the black sky; your tears well up and you start to cry This time I'll break the night and bring you daylight When you thought you had nothing at all, the clouds burst and you heard me call Up, up, up, up, up, up A trail of smoke as you hit the ground I've never heard a more painful sound Hold on, hold on, hold on, hold on I'm not ready, I'm not ready, I'm not ready, I'm not ready Hold on, hold on, hold on, hold on I'm not ready, I'm not ready, I'm not ready, I'm not ready I'm not ready, I'm not ready, I'm not ready, I'm not ready I'm not ready, I'm not ready, I'm not ready, I'm not ready I'm not ready, I'm not ready, I'm not ready, I'm not ready I'm not ready, I'm not ready, I'm not ready, I'm not ready