Remembrance - Shallow Grave lyrics

I've thrown myself in this shallow grave. Disconnected from everything. Day after day feeling beaten and worn. Forever trapped in this dark hole. And on the day that I die. I'll beg you not to cry. I'll feel alive for the first time. And when they put me in the ground. I'll beg you not to frown. This is where I need to be. And to my friends and my family. I'm sorry that I could never be. The friend and the son you expected of me. I tried so hard to be perfect, but in the end it was never worth it. So now I'm saying goodbye. And on the day that I die. I'll beg you not to cry. I'll feel alive for the first time. And when they put me in the ground. I'll beg you not to frown. This is where I need to be. Six feet under. I've never felt such comfort. This is where I need to be