Relta - Darkseid lyrics

[VERSE 1] Y'all already know, not too long ago How my days begun, use my own quote Oakland, sober, my n***as doin blow When I was down wit them n***as that be movin coke Was down wit them n***as, never truly spoke We was truly broke, unruly rogues We joked like this sh** was all we know Lookin' back and reminisce and think my souls revoked, damn Oh God, we kickin' it, Cro-Cop Smokin' weed plus for the heat we gathered round the stove top Cookin' Cs and cookin' speed you'd think we in a work shop A stream replete thru our deceit plus we stay discreet so no cops Will come around, while my n***as comin' down Took me in from the lost and found, what's profound Is a n***a like me that ain't from the streets Stayed in the town, started packin heat Knew better but we were young and dumb Soon I succumbed, started growing numb To the d**, violence, all that crazy sh** Ain't a thug till you survive the blast radius Of oakland, warzone, fast tracked To be afghanistan, or bagdhad How i'm 'sposed to feel in my first drive by See a stranger's life flash befo' my eyes Got blood on my hands, try askin' macbeth Took my girl by the hand when i'm back in the flesh, like [HOOK] Baby can you feel me? Baby can you feel me? My darkseid but it's still me X2 [VERSE 2] Flow apocalypse, the new genesis If I said this sh** then I meant this sh** n***as talkin sh** never witnessed sh** That's why fake b**hes, my nemesis Lil n***a without a pot to piss in Look in the mirror see my pops reflection In n out my life I forgot to mention Couple times locked up in the penitentiary Tell me whatchu believe in n***as ain't truly free since They still lock us up thru profilin Jockin' us, steal our styles and All the while they just smile and George zimm walked off that isle and No justice, so f** this And they wonder why n***as wildin Goin over the wall like the wildings What would I know as a half breed “you barely black, you aniseed” Tell that to the kids back in 3rd grade Back when racial slurs used to hurt me But what cut deeper than a hacksaw They threw me in the pool to quote wash the black off Their words echoed I couldn't swim A true story from a pseudonym A n***a rhyme like an elohim My n***a doin' time for a pair of rims Yousaf said I get the benefit Of doubt, cuz after everything I been thru, I should be more f**ed up I remained silent, so they won't be more dumbstruck [HOOK 2] Can you n***as feel me? Can you n***as feel me? It's my darkseid but its still me Or is my darkseid the real me? [VERSE 3] Wake up in the morn and I ask myself Is life worth livin should I blast myself? Do it on my own never asked for help Say what I want and f** what you felt Not an atheist, just a godly sinner Bumpin gangsta gibbs, might rob me a n***a Think we on some gangsta sh**, so unbefit Winners manumit but we can't resist Spittin' jolly jargon but we hardly spartan None of us missin' end up on that carton Smarten up, or be a fan of regret Shotty sparkin', demandin' respect Live life with no caption or text Boxed in like where matches are kept Runnin' wit them n***as grabbin' the teck Quick to damage your set, abandon yo' rep In a world black and white like apartheid This an insight to my darkseid I swore on the woman that birthed me If I'm deemed worthy, if I deserve to breathe I'd do better, hit another spliff Atone one day – leviticus Astagfirallah for all my sins Thought I heard the devil let a snicker slip, heh