ReloadLoony - The Resistance Sample lyrics

Yesterday when we were getting high, you were invited You would've liked it. I-I know you all too well I said that we could kiss the past goodbye, but you weren't excited, there's no way to fight it You can stay but shawty here I go... [Verse 1] Uh, should I spend the weekend in Vegas? I'm living inside a moment, not taking pictures to save it I mean, how could I forget? My memories never faded I can't relate to these haters, my enemies never made it I am, still here with who I started with The game needed life, I put my heart in it I blew myself up, I'm on some martyr sh** Carried the weight for my city like a cargo ship Uh. I'm 23, with a money tree Growing more too, I just planted a hundred seeds It's ironic, 'cause my mother was a flourist And that's how she met my pops and now my garden is enourmous It's happening Penny Lane, just like you said I avoided the Coke game, and went with Sprite instead Uh huh, that's word to the millions that they putting up I'm trying to do better than good enough [Chorus] What am I afraid of? This is suppose to be what dreams are made of But people I don't have the time to hang with, always look at me and say the same sh**..(they say) You promised me you would never change You promised me you would never change [Verse 2] Uh. Am I wrong for making light of my situation? Clap on When 40 got some sh** for me to snap on Now that I'm on, I don't really want to worry about getting back on I'm just trying to stay on, get my f**ing buffet on I heard they just moved my grandmother to a nursing home And I be acting like I don't know how to work a phone But hit redial you see that I just called, some chick I met at the mall That I barley know at all and.. Plus this woman that I messed with unprotected Texting saying that she wish she would've kept it The one that I'm laying next to just looked over and read it Man I couldn't tell you where the f** my head is, I'm holding on by a thread it's.. Like I'm high right now, the guy right now, and you can tell by looking in my eyes right now That nothing really comes as a surprise right now 'cause we just having the time of our lives right now [Chorus] What am I afraid of? This is suppose to be what dreams are made of But people I don't have the time to hang with, always look at me and say the same sh**..(they say) You promised me you would never change You promised you would never change [Verse 3] Well all right. Uh. I live by some advices, girl Lisa told me The other day, Lisa told that she missed the old me Which made me question when I went missing And when I start treating my friends different Maybe it was the fast paced switch up Or the two guns in my face during the stick up Maybe cause the girl I thought I trusted was who set the whole sh** up Or the fact I haven't seen em since they locked Big Rich up I know. At the same time I'm quick to forget I'm bout to roll me up a blunt with my list of regrets Burn it all, burn it all, I'm starting it fresh Cause half the time I got it right I probably guessed Did I just trade free time for camera time? Will I blow all of this money baby, Hammer Time? I just need some closure Ain't no turning back for me I'm in till it's over