Reign of Lies - Apache lyrics

Life falls apart, its even harder than the war Still hear the bombs and smell the fire in my head You gave me work, you sold me pride The reverse of the medal just f**ed my entire life Hearing bombs, just hearing boom Something around me is scaring me to hell Trained to be strong, now Im the weak who fears his life My bodys here, my mind is still roaming in the trench You gave me hope, you bought my life The reverse of the medal just f**ed my entire life Army, take your responsibilities You f**ed me You threw my entire life away No more bag to carry Why is the burden still so heavy Even beyond the deep silence Apache still drone within my ears Army you wasted my brain You spoiled my life for ever Want my mind back My whole body pays the price of stupidity The heavy toll of fighting changed my face for ever You gave me war, you ruined my life The reverse of the medal just f**ed my entire life I saw sadness in their eyes when I walked away War was a joke compared to what Im living now You told me lies, now I see ghosts The reverse of the medal just f**ed my entire life.