Rehab - Stormchaser lyrics

And breathin's overrated Stormchasin' and it's gettin' later I used to love her now I hate her She's a brain raider Fallin' in a crater Of lost memories I'm so out of hand I don't even f** with me I'm goin' trippin', drunk and slippin' Sleepin' in ditches, switchin' prescriptions Bangin' a random hoe and itchin' I dont give a flyin feces I ain't one with the human species Slappin the nurse, tryin' to up my cc's I fall apart Take all my pain, turn it into art Blowin' up a Kmart and blame it all on Mozart f**, I'm surprised I got a deal Every two hours, I take a pill That's where I'm at, it's all surreal I got imaginary friends An imaginary life An imaginary wife And a real knife Out of here by next weekend Hung over on the dresser with my brain leakin' And I run away From the light of day I am not okay My soul's a misery I think I'm losin' my mind I'm whacked out on Jack and blacked out Trapped in a crackhouse, full of d-d-d-d-doubt I got guilt to the hilt I fight tears and fears Been out for ten years Hit a big bump up off the mirror Find me at www dot I came to trouble you dot Come here motherf**a, take your best shot Suicidal Got a lot of demons to fight I'll probably sit in a chair and put my mouth around a rifle I feel abused to lose the blues I'll bring my booze I'm in the who's who's And dope fiends and floozies in the land preparin' for news These n***as are never choosy The morning sun is like a sledgehammer to the forehead And I'm barely here Look in the mirror every day and slowly disappear Been through a million and 67 emotions in my short career Riddles I fear Staggered out in the street for beer, awww f** it And I run away From the light of day I am not okay My soul's a misery My heartbeat is racin Even though I'm standin still, I can't stop stormchasin' I stole a shell casin' So close to overdose that night, the day hurts my eyes Wishin my d**h to be a surprise My life should be more Than four walls and a floor But that's all that is mine God give me a sign 'Cause I'm tryin' and dyin' at the same time I'm not hesitatin', just waitin' Heck yeah, comin' with a flurry And like the spice up in you throat I get you chokin' like that curry Somethin' 'bout the police and them lights that get me worried Made a lap up on that ba*tard in a hurry Flyin' from the spirits so I got a story The dude that taught me how to rap was Ray Murray It's all a can, still its filled with no glory Top the k**er red out at 2:30 And I run away From the light of day I am not okay My soul's a misery