Rehab - So Green lyrics

And the gra** is always greener on the other side Ummm…And one is too many and a million just ain't enough and I get high for the feeling or could it be the lack thereof could it be the lack thereof now this delirium with all the trimming and I'm sure that I have every symptom and it's livin' day for you now, to live like me and die like me And it's so green outside my head all the friends I've had are dead and I'm waiting for an answer as I lay here in my bed I look for the lie, I'm true so why try lookin' at the sky thinkin' why, oh why am I? I felt like this for the most of my life now all that's left is a pen and a mic the pain in my chest is arrest from sadness I dress for success, ended up a broke-a** I fall to the floor with my head in my hands last year I don't care and now I don't give a damn And it's so green outside my head all the friends I've had are dead and I'm waiting for an answer as I lay here in my bed Am I crazy? maybe, so spacey lately in- sane the days we have witnessed lately and it pains me greatly someone could hate me but maybe they were lied to as babies too And it's so green outside my head all the friends I've had are dead and I'm waiting for an answer as I lay here in my bed And it's so green outside my head all the friends I've had are dead and I'm waiting for an answer as I lay here in my bed I look for the lie, I'm true so why try lookin' at the sky thinkin' why, oh why am I? I felt like this for the most of my life now all that's left is a pen and a mic And it's so green outside my head all the friends I've had are dead and I'm waiting for an answer as I lay here in my bed And it's so green outside my head all the friends I've had are dead and I'm waiting for an answer as I lay here in my bed So green outside my, green outside my it's so green outside my head my head, my head