Reh Dogg - Cursed as a young black man lyrics

(Intro) Dear father God What have we done to deserve this oppression As a black race we're not making it As a black man we're gonna be extinct You were right yo (Verse) I'm cursed as a black man no matter what I do I'm last Never ever first I need a hit to quench my thirst, sooner or later I'm a end up in a hearse nine feet under the dirt No longer will I exist on this earth, mom was right She said sonny boy pray on your knees and go to church But that's just it mom I can't cause I am too emotionally hurt I am legally psychotic recovering alcoholic that's why Can't I be happy marry and have a wife and kids I highly doubt it judged by the way that I look And the way that I walk judge this cover by the book I don't think its fair take a look two craze teens they Tried to k** me they tried to poison me other's from the Corporate world don't want to see me make it So they dispose of me I'm barley living my life I need m,o,n,e,y 14 thousand in debt Moms I can't take this no more (Chorus) Cursed as a young black man I need a helping hand (Repeat 4) Cursed (Verse) Lonely the sadness unhappiness I can't take it no more Why these things they happen to me I've figured it out I'm a cursed man that's why I now understand that I'm gonna suffer And when I die I'm gonna suffer some more that's just it no matter what I do My moms said go to church but like I said emotionally hurt psychotic my mind ain't Straight I need someone to help me to straighten it out psychologist I doubt it They can't get in my head I don't have no money to pay them anyhow so I'm a Cursed black man I am last never ever first I need a hit to quench my thirst Now sooner or later I'm a end up in a hearse nine feet under in the dirt No longer existing upon this earth but that's just me emotionally r,e,h,d,o double g Wreck that's why I know that I was never ever a Frett always a b,l,y,d,e,n (Chorus) Cursed as a young black man I need a helping hand (Repeat 4) (Outro) Will I make it, no longer faking it that's why I don't know