Regurgitator - Love and Paranoia lyrics

Another night on the town I'm through with creeping around I see you on every street corner But you're nowhere to be found Feeling low Out of control Confusion is all I seem to know Hole in my heart is bleeding And all this mess has got me wondering Am I just paranoid? Or is it love? That's got me feeling this way I'm like a little boy I need you here But you're not and it's clear That I'm just losing my mind Another night on my own How many more must I spend alone? Clutching pillows that all have your name Wondering if somewhere you feel the same Do you feel what I feel? Is it something is it real? Are you out there Or just locked away inside my heart? Is this all in my mind? Am I wasting my time? Only see you when I'm blind And now I know for sure I'm just paranoid And its love that's got me feeling this way I'm like a little boy I need you here But your not and it's clear That I'm just losing my mind