Regg - Moons Novocaine II lyrics

[Verse 1] Ya still can't beat me With the clearest of visions ya still can't see me But still I walk through these dark shadows And though I'm no lone pharaoh I'm a king that's lost his way His way, his..his way I've-i've lost everything worth fighting for And though I've fought to keep them near I knocked them out of my way, out of sliding doors These sliding who*es feel good, but I have to clap back to reverse the brain splattered on these walls These...walls Cause my own conscience is eating at me I keep cheating myself and cheating the wealth God gave me, but what is God? Cause if you're there, you've forsaken me You placed me in a position where, wherever I go I must hurt those near and dear And though I smile from ear to ear, suicide is still the cancer of this unstable mind, so just bear with me I've counted And I will continue to count these mental cuts on my wrist Cause...cause novocaine got me high But not high enough as I wished It was.. It was you! It was always you that kept me breathing That kept me keeping On and on and on till my eyes stopped bleeding And it will all catch up to you Whether you can see it, feel it or cheat it Baby its coming for you And that's word to my grave I will keep you here when its all over The slower I run from it, the closer it gets The colder my heart goes, the more that you sweat It's this moment we've been waiting for This gun I clutch so close, i'm ready baby, soon I'll be gone But you won't mourn me cause its by your hands that you've won You've k**ed me But the memory of me will haunt you And the memory of what I was will console you Or, gra**y top knoll you or Conspiracies to peel your top back before she blows you And show your true colors Red and pink mists This is God's plan Reggie is it Moons Novocaine II, enjoy Thats it