Reek - Hypochondriac lyrics

I'm writing these letters If my rotten hand, my agony, they allow me… Tremors are shaking my hand Blades stab my body and all this mind Nightmares when I'm awake They appear when I less need them, they don't go away Sanity leaves me to my fate Cold sight that brings this fear I hate Are you fine? No… You are not fine Nightmares when I'm awake They appear when I less need them, they don't go away I refuse the pa** of time Every second I spend is a step that brings me to die Are you fine? No… You are not fine In the end I learnt to appreciate life Not to care about the sh** that everybody says This is only learnt with kicks and thumps This is only learnt when you are full of trash