Redeem/Revive - Enemy of Mine lyrics

I'll take it back I'll take it back to day one When I didn't have the slightest thought of what you could become I'll take it back (take it back) To the day I said: 'Today would be your last' I never meant, I never wanted For my words to confine you But now I'm suffocating On everything I said All you do is smother me with words and lies How could I think this would last forever (How could I think this would last forever) Make me into something that is more than fine When you're with me this will last forever Forever I'll end this world in the blink of an eye No fault of my own All I want is demise and nothing less Till then I'll walk around with my head down I'll stand by and watch you drown I'll leave you suffocating On everything you said All you do is smother me with words and lies How could I think this would last forever (How could I think this would last forever) Make me into something that is more than fine When you're with me this will last forever Forever I want to know the truth Do I make it harder For you to live the life you choose? Do you hate me? Did you break me Just to save yourself from all your pain? Self destruction I could have never imagined That I would become What I'm running from I can't run from myself