Red Tank! - Anxious Automatons lyrics

Everything's so tenuous I don't know how to grasp what's real, anymore Should I just escape my job Or should I just keep speaking in tongues And I don't know What you think We are not the automatons you seek And I don't know What you need We won't bust our jaws now Banging tom toms at your feet You had seemed so genuine Like a fire on a hillside Caught myself speeding down Wading through the canopy New anxieties and entropy everything's so fast and loud Oh...what's happening to me? These idolatries These frivolities These toxic ideologies These materialities That don't mean a thing This crippling disease There is no vaccine I get so wrapped up I forget how to speak I need to plant a garden I need some relief I'm forgetting how to cry I don't know if I'm happy Or guarded or something in between I keep crashing in my dreams I keep f**ing in my dreams I keep dying in my dreams I keep forgetting how to dream I have to remember to dance In the belly of this burning machine