Red House Painters - I'm Sorry lyrics

Its cold here in the city Always seems that way I've been thinking about you almost everyday Thinking about the good times Thinking about the bad Thinking about how bad it feels all alone again I'm sorry for the ways things are in China I'm sorry things aren't what they used to be But more than anything else I'm sorry for myself That you're not here with me My friends all ask about you I say you're doing fine I expect to hear from you almost any time They all know I'm lying I can't sleep at night They all know I'm dying deep down inside I'm sorry for all the lies I told you I'm sorry for the things I didn't say But more than anything else I'm sorry for myself I can't believe you went away I'm sorry if I took some things for granted I'm sorry for the chains I put on you But more than anything else I'm sorry for myself for living without you