Red Cell - Attraction lyrics

I wanna feel this now Like a lightning strikes I wanna see this now With the blood in my veins It's a silent itching Annoying my eyes I try to close them But I know it's all behind My blood is my blood I choose who to drink It controls my secrets Taking over my dreams Life is lies and depression Without selections d**h is attraction With more directions Tomorrow is just an illusion Today is just my mind This draining chaos feeds me It's fading down my light