Recipe of Life - The End lyrics

This is the end Of the beginning of our lives So let me crawl back under the covers And turn off all the lights ‘Cause I'm scared of it all I'm scared I'm gonna fall Into something new I don't wanna let go But I'm sinking so low I've gotta push my way through And you hold me in your arms tonight You promise everything will be alright But a year from now that may not be the same You say we're gonna make it work We'll do everything we can But we both know this is not where we began We've changed for the better And for the worse I'm gonna stay Cause I don't know where Where to go from here I know I've said it before And I'll say it again, I don't wanna be the one Who closes off my door from the rest of the world As I wait for a boy I feel like a toy I just want you I want you I want you all to myself Cause I have dreams where we're together And dreams we're torn apart, so tell me Why does all this have to change? And in my dream you said I love you You promised you would never let me go Do you remember what you promised me Three years ago today? You said everything will be alright But it's not Don't go Don't leave me here Cause this is the end Of the beginning of our lives