Readymade - Self-destructive Today lyrics

SELFDESTRUCTIVE TODAY Well i think it might be time againTo see if i can still take the abuseLaziness is what is k**ing me'cause now i have the time to fill the holesBut i feel no sadnessIn this grown up world i feel self-destructive today Yes today is the day for something newTo see things i never saw beforeBut i feel there's nothing left for meAnd it's me that will self-destruct again, and again'cause i feel no sadnessIn this grown up world i feel self-destructive today I wasted all this timeTo find the palace of wisdom on the excess roadBut i know i can, i know i will get there somehow'cause i still feel self-destructive today