Razed In Black - Caught lyrics

Quiet, I'm thinking, it's kind of difficult I can't hold up the conversation It's difficult to sympathize My need to resuscitate intensifies The bolt thrust sharp right between my eyes Inside I crumble, perishing Intentionally, explicitly There's nothing I can do Nothing I can do Nothing I can... do! 4, 3, 2, 1, boom! explosions Deep inside my head It feels as if a tank just f**ing tore apart my insides Sometimes I wish that I was dead It's me who's ping-ponging back and forth Across this empty space I'd rather be slammed by two Than to take anymore So what's the use? So what's with you? I never said I'd take you down there Never said I'd see it through Yet sh** just happens I'll never know what f**ing hell has put me through I guess that I deserve the beating The kind that's not intentional Why must I do only things that please me There's definately no escape I'm caught! I'm caught, caught in the middle