Raze - Save Me (Epilogue to The Day I Died) lyrics

[Coal Cash] Remember waking in the streets with a headful of gla** I took one look at my leg and I could tell it was smashed I asked my self why the hell did I survive Still remembered your face, the pain inside your eye Sky was full of rain but I could tell you was crying And how could I explain that I was aiming for dying Trying to take my life I got as low as the fender Right in them headlights, the last sight I remember I remember the hospital, I was regretting the deed I made the nurse call you up, thought I'd forget how to breathe Needed someone to talk to so you brought in a deacon And in that time of darkness he shined like a beacon Speaking the word of life also sharing his pain All along remaining calm and I wanted the same He said that chains could be broken if I open my heart That's when I let the Lord in and I broke through the dark..praise God "You're gonna be the one that saves me.." [Raze] I kept walking my own way regardless of what I heard But God had a plan for me and soon I would learn I remember the day I went to my boys house to drink and burn Sitting on the couch in clouds of smoke then it hit me I got up real quickly, told my friend I felt dizzy My eyes turned blurry, almost fell to the ground My boy sat me down, my eyes rolled to the back of my head I stopped breathing, so I got slapped by my friend Came back to consciousness but didn't know what to think My boy picked me up fast and held me to the sink He turned on the water and kept pouring on my head I looked in the mirror, God revealed I was spiritually dead So I said to God that I was done ruling my life He changed my heart, since that night I've been living for Christ It's so amazing when his power hits, one thing I'll never forget It's the end of July, 2006 "You're gonna be the one that saves me.." [Ayedeal] See I was saved the moment I saw the cross I still remember that day, I still hold them thoughts Away from New York, felt lost and out of my zone My tone wasn't my own, I was forced all alone My home was his temple but I had to find my place Searching for his face but I had to find my faith Didn't want to question God but it was hard for my sake My soul's hard and a heart code that couldn't break Shake my shells off, still searching for signs I was thirstin for God, but couldn't see the works of His heart My eyes was blinded, I was searching too hard Looking in the skies as if God would be in disguise Until I realized my eyes been closed all along I opened them up, on this song I'm pouring the cross To my utter belief, what do you think I saw Tears in my eyes, the Lord on the cross and my face of the floor