Razakel - Diary Of A Lost Cause lyrics

[Verse 1: Insane D] Look into my eyes you can see I'm frustrated I wanna stop your breathing leave you suffocated I'm hating my own life, I wish I could die Cut up gods angels let em' rain from the sky This pain in my eyes shows the devil in disguise And this preacher in my trunk shows where my religion lies Its no surprise my mind's darker than Dahmers Suppas been served with some guts and your karma [Hook: Geno Cultsh**] All alone I feel so cold, I feel so frustrated All alone I feel so cold, I feel so frustrated You could be everything but you leave me so frustrated You could be everything but you leave me so frustrated [Verse 2: Geno Cultsh**] Give me the reason why you left me Give me the reason why you cry I'm trying to find another reason why I should even Live this life In a world so cold and a world so painful, I could never mend Its hard to [?] thoughts of you burnt inside of my head So I sit alone and I'm all alone and my thoughts they leave me dead My eyes roll back from all the jack and all the Vicodin I'll never see which ones you want, I hope you feel my stress With a gun to my temple, eyes roll back screaming f** the blessed [Hook: Dark half] All alone I feel so cold, I feel so frustrated All alone I feel so cold, I feel so frustrated You could be everything but you leave me so frustrated You could be everything but you leave me so frustrated [Verse 3:Sicktanick & Dark Half] The pain it never stops and the stress keeps building And if god loves everyone then what does that make of me because my life is straight sh** Dont nobody even care and im all alone in the darkness And my life is never spared so i sit and i write all these thoughts Of my life because d**h is gonna come and i'll never see the light But i would rather burn in hell then to serve in heaven its Sicktanick With the dark half our desperate blessings [Geno] Did you ever love me did you ever care its hard to tell when you're never there Did you ever love me did you ever care its hard to tell when you're never there Did you ever love me did you ever care its hard to tell when you're never There did you ever love me did you ever care its hard to tell when you're never there [Hook] [Verse 4:Razakel] I wake up and i think about d**h when i sleep late at night i still think About d**h its always in my head cause to live is to die I'm so tired of crying should i commit suicide Whirlwinds of madness clouding up my brain Sex, d**, and sleep only take away this pain But today I can't take it so i place the chrome in my mouth Goodbye world then i blow my f**ing brains out [Hook]