Ray Rife - Slow Start lyrics

Uh Throwed Coalition Yea Just a lil vent, light one Explaining a few frustations I have right now Yo Uh The respect will I get it? When everybody 'round me is a critic? I'm looking in the mirror tryna reform my spirit Cause I dropped tracks that didn't get it So I'm still lifting, til that Karma match me Steph Curr from the line, my sh** is automatic You sleeping on me, burn ya bed mattress Why ain't my sh** happen? Am I rushing a promise that's guaranteed? My impatience discourage me At times I feel like I'm not the best, even though I know that I am Conflicting thoughts got my emotions in a monogram, don't understand Maybe I shouldn't right now, just run the plan And know it'll work in the end, uh Shoutout to Drake and Hov on beats I wished I had Know I gotta prove myself for em first, but the grind is a drag Even now I'm forced to settle with the remake, but it's smooth I'll do what I gotta do And trust sounding like them is not the case Cause bar for bar I'll have them bench pressing in my prison yard And I'll be the grimey warden that laughs from afar Eating caviar with Beyonce and Solange, waiting on Nicki Minaj I guess, just a part of being an upcoming legend Nobody knows about your sk** but your section By the time you blow, they'll act like they was there counting down each second Then question a loyalty we failed to begin with Who are you n***as? Tryna shadow my ride, well let me park you n***as Showing love with your fingers crossed, I'm smart my n***a I see the shady eye in you Ken Kaniffs Been backstabbed by the same knife I gave to help defend me with It's nothing new to me n***as I grew up with hardly support me Not that it's really important But I thought that they was for me? When I'm back home, they all supportive When I'm gone it's another story And everybody else seemed to forget that I existed Talking in my absence like I couldn't hear them through the distance Now they see my light and wanna shine off my mission But all I see are tainted bonds tryna make amendments That's why Dreem, Sanny Soze, Cam my truest mans Ain't hear from no one but them when stuck in my jam Homies'll say otherwise, try to defend themselves The fact they'll come to a defense is enough in itself Remain silent..... The beast sleepin I let him chill on this one, chest needed deep breathing I'm getting faded just to wash the pain away Only to wake up in the morning confused because I feel them again I take a shot of henny before the alarm goes off Still sleeping on the one Then again y'all slept on Cole, Kendrick, Drake, newage golden ones Took some years for you to notice them Guess yall need incentive to listen to cats you never heard I respect that, so being at bat, expected the curve Home-run nonetheless, soon my words'll roam like private jets And hold more weight than a pallet jack At this point I don't care bout anyone or anything that doesn't make me better No exceptions That goes for friends, clubs, other rappers, her bu*t injections, the next election Don't give a f** about any of it, if it fails my testing, uh I'm judging your honor by the choices you garter No gavel needed you weak and I'm feeding on Jalapeens in a sauna Between two fat beasts in minks and skullies from Tijuana Never thirst, gotta hunger problem you see the difference? Rewind that, see I wasn't just rhyming words it was a metaphor For me to explain would be hella corn The difference 'tween me and you, I know what I'm becoming I'll never reach my goals only hoping to become it.... Its Rife