Take what I want now Leave the pain with you Unmoved by heartache Moved away from you What if I could run now What if I could die What if I could make my heart explode and never cry I hate what I am now ? in love I hate what I have now You I'm tired of What if I could run now What if I could die What if I could make my heart explode and never cry What if I could free you What if you could smile What if I could make your heart ignite just for a while What if I could run now What if I could die What if I could make my heart explode and never cry What if I could free you What if you could smile What if I could make your heart ignite just for a while What if I could die now What if I could go I always loved alone I never ever showed