It’s like I’m lost you see Auctioning off my sanity Damaging my relationships Sorry I missed your call it seems I’m not the boy I was yesterday that’s the words that they claim I changed so they change on me kinda of rich but it rains on me Somedays but money means nothing but we’re convinced that it does because we’re clubbing, cousins screaming “It’s all about the money!” And brothers busting each other with guns they love it love it push it to radio feeding it to mind of the public Dozens and dozens of poison rush over-flooding Sound is more like a drug affecting and the brain like Robotussin I am the medicine predecessors benevolent guess they be believing me pressure is of the elements But no not stressing been chilling getting my rest I got skeletons in my closet caressing the treasure chest I’ve been touring and moving and shaking, free money making, heart breaking around the world Because what is giving is what is taken Got beef relation with random entities hating Thought of becoming m**m Life’s too short to not enjoy bacon Still i don’t eat forever its on my plate and i guess i really can say i relate those who dislike its’ tasting But its our nature to seek out an opposition is human kind self-destructive necessitating the hatred to fill the balance? I guess the yin and yang is within us and we can’t hide it no matter how much we fake it I’m a zenned out master, actual rap blaster, After math cla** ga**ing in the car filled with laughter There used to be a chapter when i was young and mad about a 100 million facts i’m unathletic and a ba*tard But now it doesn’t matter I’m climbing up the ladder pockets fat asleep like the aftermath of jet lagging And you don’t want this life bruh! and i would tell an asker of my life experience, to be a doctor or an actor And it’s like I’m lost you see, oftenly walking cautiously Constantly People Bother Me, offer me hella prophecies Profiting off the prodigy, think I’m blinded but I can see People full of sh** I’m just here to give the colostomy I’m on an odyssey, under pressure i’m cracking They watching me watching me watching, watching i know they watching me Schizophrenia haunting me runs in my family And we got some problems beyond the fact that we cannot seem to stick together forever watching our fathers leave Mama sister and aunty and grandma was all i’d really see at all these family reunions And since i’m booming i’m like the man of the clan with the family on my back But we got nothing so this how i live Thanks to my loans i made throughout college Graduate in debt because of the interest piling, by the time i pay it off i got kids ready for college! Living without profit, working like a slave for a man who’s named Bobby And Bobby went to Yale cause he’s children of children children of children of children children who daddy help build the building Building my sh** from nothing tell me this world is fair Staring me in the eyes Don’t you lie i might f**ing lose it Don’t lie i might f**ing lose it Don’t lie i might f**ing lose it Don’t lie i might f**ing