Rarity - Effexor lyrics

[Verse 1] I think I'm starting to figure out my life Because the past two years have come and gone so fast I've lost my mind (Well, I guess) That I don't have time to change my ways in one f**ing day, repeating situations in my head (What could have I done different?) [Chorus] But goddamn the day this long life gets the best of me The medication in my system blindly moves me on And I'll look towards a time when I tell myself I'm just fine I'll finally find the time to clear my mind (And piece together what is mine) [Verse 2] I think I want to start again Shove a knife in my heart (Bleed me out) I want to feel my innocence, reborn in me through the honesty of treating everyone I love like a human being (To spare their feelings) I want to feel like a human being [Chorus] But goddamn the day this long life gets the best of me The medication in my system blindly moves me on And I'll look towards a time when I tell myself I'm just fine I'll finally find the time to clear my mind (And piece together what is mine) [Outro] So make me, hate me