Rarity - Fifteen Stories lyrics

[Verse 1] Well, I fell back down To the same place and time And the same lame hometown Getting better everyday Still begging for people's sympathy How far did I fall [Chorus] I am the salt of all the earth I am the desperate and unsure I am the lowest point of misery (I've lost myself in everything) I am the weight that drags you down To where it's impossible to breathe But I know that's no excuse for sympathy [Verse 2] I'm struggling to grasp the concept of Not being good enough for anyone While I waste my time Trying to get your attention What's it to you Your schedule is full And I'm just shooting for the stars, anyway Someday I'll find my heart But until then I'll just fade into nothing [Bridge] So, I'll just sit here thinking of ways To better myself emotionally And not to sink too far Into the pit of disparity I'm alive in your eyes But, not well You can tell So for now Safe and Sound I'll just drown [Chorus] [Outro] So, don't push me You know I have nothing to live for Consistency is not worth working toward